First Week

Well, I am finally in Singapore and have begun student teaching! The first five weeks of the semester I spent on Hope’s campus, taking the “6-hour-block,” which is a block of three education classes which all special education majors are required to take during fall student teaching. Although I loved being able to spend time with friends and experience beautiful Holland at the end of summer, I was very anxious to be able to leave for Singapore!

Last Wednesday, I had my final exam and after saying goodbye to my Hope family, I drove back home to Chicago for a flight on Thursday. On our way to the airport on Thursday, I was notified my flight was delayed…meaning I wasn’t able to fly to Singapore until Friday. The 4+ hour flight to San Francisco went quickly, but the 16+ hour flight from there to Singapore seemed to drag on and on. I arrived on Sunday morning, and attended church just a couple hours after I arrived with my aunt, uncle, and cousins. I began student teaching bright and early on Monday morning, and really just jumped right in. We had three days of classes, followed by two days of parent teacher conferences. Although it was an overwhelming week, it was exciting as I learned more about what I will be experiencing the rest of the semester. I am loving my student teaching placement and am looking forward to exploring more of Singapore and surrounding countries.
IMG_4723My focus this week was on adjusting to student teaching, but I have had a chance for a couple other experiences! The highlight of the week was going to IMG_4721Little India, an ethnic district in Singapore. There, I tried my first real Indian food, and thoroughly enjoyed every bite.  I also got my first henna!IMG_4740

For those of you who know me, you know I hate running, but after sitting all day in conferences, I decided to go for a run Friday afternoon. I ran through the
Singapore Botanical Gardens, which was just beautiful. I may not mind running so much with scenery like that!

Singapore American School has a fall break this week, so I am headed to Thailand! More about that adventure next week…

Dealing with life abroad

Today I want to talk about a topic that may be a little different from traveling, learning, and culture within Germany. That being how to cope with difficult times while you’re abroad. If you are anything like me I know it is always hard to admit that something might be wrong and even worse when it comes to asking for help. However, the problem (no matter what kind) that you might be going through only becomes a large issue if you don’t know how to cope with it in your new surroundings. How to do it? While I claim no perfection in the matter I can share with you what helped me.

During these past weeks I went through some family matters that, although they are personal, you can sum up with a sad and frustrating situation. This is not the first time something of this matter happens in my family, however the situation in which it happened for me was different; I don’t have close friends here, I can’t just drive home, and the resources we have at Hope are not available. Therefore there are two ways to go about this, you can keep your issues to yourself and silently burn out or be proactive about it. Find one or two people that, although you might not be best friends with him/her, you would trust to be confidential. Those two people might not do exactly what you would expect; however the great aspect of humanity is that we all know love and comfort. Those people will make you, in some way, feel better and be there for you.

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The Louvre

Although this is just one suggestion I assure you it is truly helpful. Because the last thing you want is to look back on your study abroad and that issue be what you remember. It is okay to ask for a little comfort some times and in the end it will only make your relationships abroad stronger, your time better and help you move forward.

My Disneyland

If you went to Disney World as a child you know that feeling of happiness, courage and just a whole lot of excitement the minute you set foot in the park. After all, Disney is the place where all of your dreams come true. Well, imagine that same feeling, add 15 years to my age and change the location to the Court of Justice of the European Union, in Luxembourg.

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Not familiar with the court? It is basically THE court (big guy), which includes 27 judges (from the different member states), that makes sure that European Union law is properly implemented and executed in all member states.

While we, those in the IES EU program, were there we spoke to two law clerks (person who works for a judge), one worked for the Irish judge and the other for the British judge. With the Irish law clerk, whom is actually from Spain, we talked about issues such as Apple and the tax case they dealing with right now. On the other hand, with the British law clerk we spoke about Brexit and what how that will play a role in the court. Afterwards we were allowed to go into the courtroom and see where the magic happens.

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I can’t explain how great it was to see a place like this first hand, especially because of the current political climate of the European Union.

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Trauma

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I wrote my last blog about a month ago concerning the protests taking place at the University of Cape Town and other universities across South Africa. When I wrote that blog, I was in the second week of not having classes and UCT being shutdown. Now as I sit here in a cafe writing, I have not had face to face lectures for approximately a month and a half.

And a lot has happened in that month’s time:

  • UCT management tried to restart classes without reaching any real resolution causing more protests.
  • Private security was brought onto campus making numerous students feel unsafe.
  • Violence broke out in the night and the concept of “black lives as disposable” was only strengthened in the actions of the night.
  • UCT shut down again and tried to make some effort in reaching a resolution, but came to no solution.
  • UCT declared that the year would finish but all face to face lectures were suspended and the year would be finished through a blended learning system – meaning that exams were approaching fast and assignments were due online.
  • Students and workers still protested and on October 26th, they peacefully marched to Parliament in solidarity only to have police brutality cast upon them through stun grenades, rubber bullets, and manhandling.

Since the occurrence of these events, I have been through many different emotions and experiences – and if I were to write all of them, I would be writing a novel, but here are key pieces for me along this journey:

1) The first time UCT tried to open, I didn’t have classes on that Monday. Due to that, I decided to march with a section of the protesters in hopes to shut down the campus so that the issue would be addressed rather than ignored. This was an exhausting and humbling experience. Protesting is no easy thing especially as people passionately fought for justice while being ignored or threatened by the presence of the private security.750x500q70private-security-guards-stood-at-the-entrance After this day, UCT tried to have class once again – and that Tuesday I did have class, but I decided not to go due to the circumstances. I choose to email my professor and express that I could not pretend nothing was happening outside of my classroom window when private security was all over campus and students were protesting and standing up for justice. I chose not to go because deciding to partake in my classes felt like supporting the current injustice and furthermore living into the privilege of ignoring the problems of marginalized communities. Eventually as that week progressed, classes shut down for the rest of the week and then the next as well.

2) The second time UCT tried to open brought forth different emotions. At that point I had not had school for a month and though I filled that time with important conversations, quality time, and other learning moments – it was a long season in which I didn’t really know what my purpose was as it was no longer that of being a student. To add to that, when UCT reopened school for a second time – UCT took a tactic that demobilized the students. They cancelled all face to face lectures, moved the exam schedule back two weeks, and embarked on a learning system called “blended learning” that was different depending on the faculty, but essentially dealt with online learning. This system was clouded with so much injustice as it just perpetuated the education gap of rich vs poor that this protest is fighting against, because it is only the wealthy that  have access to wifi, computers, and things needed to do class online. More than that – at this point, it wasn’t a quality education – a month was being crammed into a two week time period and then came exams. The SRC, or the Student’s Representative Council (the student advocates in communication with management during this time) declared that school should shut down for the rest of the year and resume earlier in the next term and with that time off, it should be used to seek out a resolution. Though this isn’t what anyone wants, protesters included, it is what makes the most sense. UCT management retaliated by releasing the exam schedule to finish off this year. Therefore, my feelings were unsettled because I felt torn – at this point I had to choose between school and the cause – and I was demobilized and uneasy. In this state of mind, I had a conversation with my kitchen mate and she expressed that at this point it was important for me to remember my role. As an international student, I have immersed myself in the culture and chosen not to be ignorant about what was going around me as well as have taken part in it. Now, since I will be flying out soon, it is my time to do the work to get the credits that I came here for.

3) Most recently, on October 26th I joined a peaceful march to parliament. It was powerful tProcessed with VSCO with c1 preseto see and be a part of – I would look in front of me and behind me and see numerous people – students and workers alike. I would hear songs of apartheid freedom songs. We walked together in solidarity to show how so many people stood behind a free decolonized education. When we got to parliament, it became very chill and people stood, sat, and just relaxed outside of Parliament. During that time, a friend I was with became dehydrated and we left to get some water and get her health back up. We played a role of being one of the bodies marching and showing support for the movement and it felt 849x493q70groundup-uct-clashes-main-photogood as well as powerful to be a part of. Not even an hour after we left, violence broke out. And it wasn’t violence instigated from the protester’s side – but the police. The police threw a stun grenade into the group of protesters making fear and violence begin. Rubber bullets were shot, more stun grenades were released, people running were targeted, students were manhandled, and what was a peaceful and legal protest turned into a battle and crime scene.

Trauma. Pain. Anger. Sadness. Hope. Relief. Irritation. Uncertainty. Hurt. Fear. Faith. Empathy. Unbelief. Love. Hate. Shock. Restlessness. Paralyzed. Gratitude.

These are the emotions that are capturing my current state of being in all that has gone on. Emotions that root from how black bodies are seen as disposable and how people have been abused due to their race. Emotions from the journey of this academic semester and the looming uncertainty of how it will unfold as exams are very likely to be disrupted. Emotions from the injustice and being an ally in this fight for justice. Emotions that come from the fact that I fly out soon making this no longer my immediate issue. Emotions that come from missing some of my education, yet knowing that I have been experientially educated more than any other experience really could.  Emotions that come from the fight for free decolonized education in South Africa.

So with all of this – now I just don’t know. I just feel like I sit in my trauma and unrest of situation at hand.  I still believe in the  fight for decolonized free education, yet at the same time, am still trying to do my work in order to receive the credits that I came here for. To continue forth with schooling seems unjust, yet to not continue forward at this point also feels wrong…putting me in this state of trauma and unrest.


Processed with VSCO with f2 presetWhen someone studies abroad – there is no guarantee what their experience will look like. The only guarantee is that they will come back changed either drastically or even a small amount from the person they were when their journey began. I had no idea I would be caught up in this radical and progressive time and that those characteristics would rub off on me. I knew I would come back changed – and I have in so many ways.

Though the experiences I have gained through my study abroad placement are not ideal and have made this ending time uneasy in terms of my emotions as well as other’s emotions- they are all still important in this journey of self and worldly growth… and for that I am grateful – not that injustice exists, but the change it has birthed in me.

Wellington – The D.C. of N.Z.

I spent this past weekend in Wellington. After finding incredibly cheap flights with Air New Zealand, Max and I decided to spend a few days in the capital of New Zealand.

 

Flying into the city was absolutely beautiful. Situated on a hilly peninsula at the IMG_2516southernmost part of the North Island, the city of Wellington is New Zealand’s second largest city with a population just under 400,000. The city is seat of government for New Zealand, also earning the title of world’s southernmost capital of any sovereign state.

 

Wellington is also known as the ‘culture capital’ of New Zealand. It is home to Parliament, the National Archives, the National Art Gallery, the National Library, and The Museum of New Zealand Te Papa Tongarewa.

 

We arrived at night and our first goal was to find our hostel. We had decided to stay at the same type of hostel that we had stayed at in Queenstown, a Nomad’s hostel, because the service was friendly, the rooms and bathrooms were very clean, and they provided a free breakfast. As usual, our hostel had an incredible location, two minutes from the harbor and a five-minute walk from most of the city’s attractions.

 

IMG_2482Sunday morning we got up and our first stop was the local market. There I had a brunch of fresh fruit and veggies, all for $4 – absolutely unbeatable. There were buskers playing guitars and singing who added to the atmosphere of the place.

 

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Te Papa – the museum

After the market we decided to walk to Te Papa, the cultural history museum of New Zealand. This six floor museum offers a remarkable interactive history of New Zealand, from both Maori and Pakeha (white person) perspective. There is a large theatre in the museum and when we were there it was showing a film on the famous WWI loss at Gallipoli, in which New Zealand suffered great casualties fighting for mother Britain. It was that battle that spurred the separation of New Zealand, and its rise as an independent sovereign power. The museum was fascinating, admission was free, and I would highly recommend it to anyone interested in learning about New Zealand.

 

Following the museum we walked up Mount Victoria, to get a spectacular view of the city. It was more than worth it. You could look across the harbor and even the IMG_2527tops of the tall buildings. Coming from the Midwest it still is so strange to me to see such steep hills integrated into cities here in New Zealand. It adds an intricacy and a beauty that I did not know exist. We also walked to the entrance of Zoolandia but did not feel that we had time to get in. It comes highly recommended as a wildlife refuge top attraction; I will just have to go next time!

Sunday night we were able to check out the nightlife. After living in Christchurch, I was amazed at Wellington. The city absolutely comes alive at night. I have never seen so many people my age thronging the streets. There was music coming from every corner and people everywhere. Lights put up across the streets illuminated all activity in a soft and gentle glow. It was a fantastic finish to a short trip to the capital city.

 

The next morning we got up and caught a taxi to the airport to head home. Our stay was short but sweet. Wellington is a remarkable place. I definitely recommend it to anyone thinking about visiting.

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Combined Christian Ball – The CCB

I wanted to grow. I wanted to be pushed. I wanted to step outside of my comfort zone. Those are a few of the many reasons I chose to study abroad. It’s funny how quickly I forget them on a day-to-day basis…

 

Several of my friends from Church and Bible study had been bugging me for weeks about the CCB, the Combined Christian Ball, a massive dance for all of the Christian groups registered with the University of Canterbury. These groups ranged from different church denominations to organizations such as intervarsity and campus crusade and also included various Catholic institutions.

 

I typically try to stay away from dances, not being confident in my ability on the dance floor and also not fond of the awkward milling about that I always seem to end up doing. Whenever anyone brought it up I always responded in a disarming “we’ll see… I’ll have to check my schedule as it gets closer…” knowing full well in the back of my head that I had no intention of going.

 

Finally it was the week of the dance. I had to make a decision. Per Max’s persuasion I decided that it was worth going for relationships – besides, it was an excuse to finally use those dress clothes I had lugged halfway across the planet. Hamish, a buddy from church picked me up so I could get ready with him and some other guys over at his flat. We blasted music and ate burgers while we got dressed. It was strangely reminiscent of getting ready for high school prom. We drove over as a posse and walked up together. There were probably about eighty people already there when we first arrived and that number swelled over the course of the evening.

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The theme was Get Smart and we were divided up in different teams with different objectives depending on our registration numbers. The game was fun 14480671_1469998539693316_650830605695902945_oand took place over the course of the evening, but the music was far better. There was a LIVE BAND playing all sorts of music and with the low lighting with color strobes the party atmosphere was perfect. I soon saw the rest of my friends from church and we got a table for our group of 16.

 

IMG_2027Spending the night dancing, talking, and puzzling through clues with these new friends made for an awesome evening. During a pause in the music they ran an awards ceremony for cutest couple, best dressed etc. I was sitting at my table when I heard, “and the award for ‘life of the party’ goes to…. Jonathan!” at first I looked around to see who else shared my name, and then when my friend Nav started shouting and pointing at me I realized that I was the Jonathan. They were referring to me – I had won the prize!

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I got called up on stage, given a gold trophy and a bar of chocolate and a hug from each of the judges. I couldn’t stop beaming and laughing – I could not believe this had happened! My night was made!

 

After the ball ended our group went back to Hamish’s for an after party. I fell off a skateboard and pierced my hand on a nail but was soon up and running again. Following our time there, we decided that we still had energy to go out and went to a club in downtown Christchurch at 1:30am. There we danced away until 3:00am. Random people would come up and ask to join our group because we looked like we were having so much fun.

 

By the time I got to bed I was exhausted, but I was very thankful for my friends and the incredible time that I had experienced.

 

Marae Visit

This past weekend I went on another IES excursion – a must do for anyone visiting New Zealand and wishing to learn about the culture and people. With other IES students we stayed out at a marae. A marae refers to “meeting grounds” and is central to all Maori communities in New Zealand. The marae usually is composed of a complex of carved buildings and grounds and belong to an entire iwi, or tribe, for community uses.

Friday evening we caught a shuttle out to Ngati Moki marae, at the base of lake Ellesmere. We were greeted with a Pōwhiri, a traditional welcome, which included the removal of shoes and exchange of verbal introductions in affirmations – in Maori of course.

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After the welcoming we went down to a lower building beside the main hall to prepare our beds in a communal bedroom. Because there were not very many of us, we were able to double up some of the mats to make the bedding more comfortable. Following getting the bedding situated we went back to the hall for a dinner. Dinner was a fabulous array of New Zealand beef and kumara with several side salads. It was served buffet style and then we all helped with dishes.

 

We then went into the community meeting room, removed our shoes (everyone must as a sign of respect), and learned Maori string games, similar to cats cradle, while listening to a lecture on tribal (iwi) history. We were taught how to swing poi, soft white balls on a string used in traditional dancing, and learned a community song often taught to Maori children. By the time instruction wrapped up it was 10:30pm and we headed to bed.

 

The next morning we got up for a breakfast of muesli, yogurt, and crème. Following that we went outside and learned how to cut grass for weaving. We then walked out to the beach and split up into two teams. Each team had three hours to construct a whari, a traditional hut. Our hosts would judge us.

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After the three hours we got pictures by our huts and walked back to the marae. A late lunch tasted fabulous after an entire morning in the wind down at the beach. We were taught ti rakau, a game involving throwing sticks in rhythm with song. We then ended with the song that we had learned the night before and said goodbye to the wonderful hosts who had spent the weekend with us.

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It was a fun time and gave a lot of insight life on the marae and Maori life in general. I would definitely recommend this to anyone who wants to understand life in New Zealand, particularly Maori and their rich tradition and history.

My First Ceilidh!

Firstly, it’s pronounced “kay-lee.” Yes, I had no clue how to say it when I first saw it as well. However, once you get over how weirdly it’s spelled, you’ll realize that ceidlidhs are the best!

So what is a ceilidh? Think square dancing, but replace cowboy boots with kilts and country music with Scottish fiddlers. A band leads lads and lasses in dizzy choreography and dancers continually step on feet and elbow nearby couples. It’s incredibly fun (and sweaty).

The Aberdeen Christian Union (CU) hosted the ceilidh that I attended. I had known about the event for a while, as I’m in a CU Bible study and often attend the group’s gatherings. Except, I had absolutely no clue what to expect, considering I’m American and didn’t even know how to pronounce “ceilidh.”Ceilidh- Flyer

Therefore, my friends and I didn’t even know what to wear to the event. We asked a few of our older CU friends (shoutout to Rachel and Sarah!), and they basically told us to go with dresses and tights. I took there advice and facetimed my sister to ask her what dress I should wear. In the end, my nephew picked a simple black dress as the winner. I paired it up with pink lipstick, and I was ready to go!

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When we arrived at the ceilidh, we were happy to see a hodgepodge of outfits. Some girls wore dresses and others wore jeans, but tons of guys had on kilts! One of my friends jokingly commented, “We have to dance with a guy in a kilt by the end of tonight.”

It wasn’t hard to do this, as many of the dances involved girls traveling to new partners after each set of choreography. We would line up in a huge circle, and the lads would spin us to the guy beside us. Each set of choreography allowed for minimal conversation.

“Hi!”

“What’s your name?”

“I’m so dizzy!”

“Where’d you say you’re from?”

“Oh, we’re spinning again…”

“Okay, it was nice dancing with youuuuu!”

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My friend Jordan laughs as we realize that we’re terrible dancers.
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Here’s an action shot of basically everyone running into each other.
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The full room

The band that played was incredibly good, too. It consisted of guitarists and fiddlers, and they alternated between two or three recognizable Scottish tunes. The main band member, the guitarist, called the dances and also gave a brief testimony in the middle of the event.

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The band!

Overall, the event made me feel incredibly Scottish, especially at the end. Traditionally, ceilidhs end with everyone joining hands and singing “Auld Lang Syne.” Dancers eventually cross arms and run into the center of the circle as the music gets faster and faster. My CU friend Rachel invited me to join her, and dancers started crashing into us during this part of the song. Not only did that make the experience interesting, but I also didn’t know any of the words to the tune.

“None of us do!” Rachel shouted to me over the music. “We just sing random noises.”

I went home with a smile on my face, Scottish music stuck in my head, and heels in my hand. Also, I woke up the next morning with aching ankles. Therefore, I’d say that it was a great night, and I can’t wait till Aberdeen hosts another ceilidh.

Queenstown

I am always down for a road trip. Being stuck in a car with people, watching scenery go by out a car window, listening to endless playlists – to me it’s a sign of a good time.

This past weekend I traveled with Max, three other American students, and two Canadian students (who had a van) to Queenstown. It was a five-hour road trip but was more than worth it. We had a classic time driving South from Christchurch, Through the Southern Alps, stopping at lake Pukaki and seeing its gorgeous chapel, and then continuing to Queenstown.

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We stayed at Nomads, a hostel that was located directly in the city center (what we would call downtown). We were two buildings away from the crystal clear IMG_1747bay that the city is situated on. Queenstown looked like it was a small city that was picked up out of Switzerland or Austria and placed in Southern New Zealand. When the sun shines, the city and views from the surrounding hillsides are absolutely breathtaking. I would definitely recommend doing the surrounding hill walks to get a view of the Queenstown basin.

 

Queenstown is known as the adventure capital of the world. Bungee jumping was invented there. Not being so crazy about the idea IMG_1890 IMG_4757of jumping headfirst into a canyon, I decided not to bungee jump, but I was up for doing the Nevis canyon swing. This is the world’s largest swing with 70meters of free-fall. You can reach speeds exceeding 120kph which when only strapped to a swing feels far too fast to be healthy.

 

Our group went to do the bungee and swing, with people choosing whatever activity they would prefer to do. It was an adrenalin filled morning and we were all excited for each other. When I got up to the swing, the operator started talking to me and then dropped me mid-sentence. I was not at all prepared. The free-fall was amazing but even thinking back to it now I get shaking. Heights are not my thing.

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Vudu café

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Queenstown is also known for its amazing food. There are two places in particular that I would like to recommend. One is Vudu café, they have amazing breakfasts and brunches. The atmosphere is very hip while being laid back and relaxing. The other place I would recommend is Fergburger.

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Overall Queenstown was an incredible city to experience. It has a very young, and mobile population, but remains a quiet, quaint, little town nestled in the Southern Alps. Simply walking along the park peninsula will give you shivers of appreciation for the beauty of this place.

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Cass Field Station

Coming back from the Cook Islands I still had another week without class. However I had a field trip for one of my classes, Bio 375, Freshwater Ecology. The field trip was four days and took the entire class to the University’s field station IMG_1334at Cass up in the Southern Alps. We stayed in a wooden cabin that was built in the 60’s but was warm and friendly. About a stone’s throw away from the cabin was a very small, low building, set IMG_1423into the ground. This was the laboratory, with enough wet desk space for about 25 students. It fit our class perfectly.

 

On the first and second days we spent time exploring different types of IMG_1360freshwater streams, braided rivers, creeks, ponds, and lakes. At each we took benthic invertebrate samples and worked at identification and classification. On the evening of the second day we assembled into pre-organized teams of three and worked on experimental design – the ultimate goal of the trip.

 

On the third day, each team went out to a specific location in the field and ran their experiment, coming back and analyzing the data that night and working it into readable figures and tables. It was such a beautiful setting to work in, out in the mountains in New Zealand. I was constantly looking around me and marveling at the scenery. Here I was adventuring in the mountains – for class! It was hard work, and the write up that I will have to do on this experiment will take weeks. However the experience is fantastic and setting is unparalleled.

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The fourth and final day consisted of packing and cleaning the cabin up, taking a field test, and then driving back to Christchurch.

 

If anyone has the chance, I would more than recommend taking a course that has a field trip option – it is more than worth it!

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