Senior Struggle #6: It’s OK to Want an End

As I get ready to graduate, I have to keep this saying in mind!

Hello, readers! I hope your week is going well so far! We have five weeks of school left, and those weeks are flying by! The time passing quickly is sad as I realize that my final year of college is coming to a close, but at the same time, I’m happy that it will be done soon and I will be able to start a new chapter of my life.

Throughout this second semester, I’ve felt that it hasn’t been okay to feel that I wanted college to be over. College is supposed to be the best four years of your life, right? While these years have been amazing, I feel like there is a reason that college is only four years: because at this point, I’m supposed to grow up. I’ve outgrown communal living where I have to share a bathroom (even though I’m living with my best friends), I’ve outgrown classwork, even though I know I’m learning a lot in my classes, and I’ve especially outgrown the feeling that I have to do everything and be busy to be the best version of myself.

I’m ready for independence. Hope has prepared me well to use the skills I’ve learned in class for internships and jobs. I’m ready to live into things I’m passionate about and I’m ready to say no to things that are a source of stress. I’m ready for my own space; I’m ready to find out who my close friends are, and I’m ready for a new chapter of my life to begin.

For a long time I thought that this readiness wasn’t normal and that I was being selfish because I wanted to move on from college. I would suppress these feelings and try to be sentimental when people asked me if I was ready to graduate. “No way!” I’d say, “I want to stay here forever!” But that wasn’t true!

Although Hope has given me skills and memories that I’m thankful for, I don’t think this feeling of wanting to move on is bad for me. It’s one I’ve definitely had to come to terms with, but I think every senior has been or is going through the struggle of feeling like they want to stay and go at the same time. What’s important is knowing what these feelings mean for you individually, and how they affect you.

Whether you’re a freshman or a senior and these last weeks come and go, enjoy the time you have left at Hope, but also be at peace with what you’re feeling. Until next time!

Principles of Microeconomics

Since, I am Management major Principles of Microeconomics is a must-take class. It is not terribly difficult, but harder harder than Principles of Macroeconomics. But I am not really talk here about what we study in Microeconomics, but more the difference between the Management and Economics major. I was an Economics major, then I declared a Management major with an Economics minor, and now I am only Management major.

For the Economics and Management majors you take about 70% of the same classes. Then Management gets more practical and business-oriented, whereas Economics gets more theoretical. Also, Management is the only “business” degree in Hope. Economics is not “business” degree. So if you are student who is interested in pursuing a career in business, then Management major is much better option.

I have a lot of friends and relatives, who if I say, I am Management major, they think I am studying to be a “boss” or “executive”. It is not true. Firstly, there is not such as school that makes you a CEO, other than time, experience, and long length of right decisions. So in the Management major still get to learn the core of economics, which is very important in business, but then you focus more on real life related work.

Spanish V

My second class is Spanish V class because Spanish is my minor. Interestingly enough, Spanish V is my first Spanish class at Hope, but I did study abroad in Chile for a semester. In Spanish V we basically go over all tenses, subjunctives and conditionals, so by then we should theoretically have no more grammar to learn.

If you are interested in Spanish minor, then you need 16 credits, but it starts to count with Spanish V. So when you come to Hope, you have to take a language placement test designed by Hope College. Based on that, you go to Spanish I or a higher level. Or you can go to Spanish V and get credit for Spanish I, II, III, IV, and V, or 20 credits towards graduation. Nevertheless, from Spanish minor you need Spanish V, Spanish VI and two more classes.

The whole getting credit for Spanish I and Spanish II if you are Spanish III can be in any language department at Hope.

Russian II

The first class I am taking this semester is Russian II. As you know, Hope College is a liberal arts school, so you will have to take a second or for some people, a third or fourth language. It does not have to be a Russian. You can take Spanish, French, Mandarin Chinese, Japanese, and German as well. But as you might guess Spanish is the most popular one because most U.S. students take Spanish in high school.

Nevertheless, if you are interested in completely different and unique language and you are not big fan of Mandarin Chinese, then Russian is the way to go. If you do decide to Russian, it is a sort of one year course. Let me explain. If you want to take Spanish I or French II, you can do so any semester. And you can even pick different time blocks. But if you want to take Russian I than you can take it only in the fall and in order to get to Russian II, you must take Russian I beforehand. Logically, Russian II is taught only in the spring, since Russian I is only taught in the fall.

The advantage of taking Russian is the fact people it is not the most popular language between students, and actually many students even do not know that one can study Russian at Hope, so my class is only 7 students. It is basically like having a personal tutor. Also, you may know Russians use different alphabet called Azbuka, and you get to learn how to read it, which very cool and unique skill to have.

Dr. Arthur Brooks Lecture: “Let’s Work Together: Restoring Optimism, Unity, and Opportunity”

On February 20, Dr. Arthur Brooks gave a lecture called “Let’s Work Together: Restoring Optimism, Unity, and Opportunity.” The goal of the lecture was sharing of what he thinks are three secrets to successful entrepreneurship.

Dr. Arthur Brooks is well respected social scientist and musician, who is currently the president of the American Enterprise Institute or as other people would call, a conservative think tank.

He started of his speech by saying that there are multiple ways to achieve a success and two big problems that of looking the truly successful entrepreneurs like Bill Gates or Steve Jobs. Firstly, this group is only 2% and out of those 2% only ¾ (75%) are capable running a successful enterprise. This means that out of 1,000,000 people only 2,000 are successful entrepreneurs. And out of those 2,000 people only 1,500 people are capable of running actually company. So the group was really small. Also, he found out that these guys are “nuts” – hypomania.

Secondly, what is the definition of success? Is it money, family life, happiness or property. For everybody the formula is very different.

Then he continued, to the first secret of success which is lifting someone up, not making someone richer. He referred to the prison entrepreneurship program in Houston that its purpose is to form enterprisers out of convicted felons, which does not really happen. But what happens is their return rate is much lower because it helps to get back on their feet and transfer to real life.

The second secret was serve others. He did a study where the people who donated money, they become richer. He taught that his numbers were wrong, so he asked his friend, who told him that it is well known for 30 years. It is because more one donates the happier one, which results in higher productivity therefore more making more money.

The third and last secret to success cultivate your weakness. In other words, one weakness is different and a good way to connect with someone else in the community. He gave an example of college bar. There is a weakness which is a lack of true college bar in the campus area. Use the weakness to connect with the community and start a bar.

Lastly, he also encouraged to take more risks and to say “yes” to a lot of big life decisions to be more entrepreneurial minded.

Immigration Lawyer Lecture on February 7, 2017

On February 7, a lecture by a former Hope College student took place in the in Mass about the Immigration Law and current political situation regarding immigrants. The lecture was divided into three sections, Immigration Law, Refugee and Asylum Law, and How do we protect refugees? I found the first part the most fascinating and interesting to me.

She started to talk about the border openness 100 years ago in United States. The first official order on who can and can not was passed in 1954. This is also the origin times of the term alien, a person who is not a citizen of United States. Therefore legal alien are immigrants who came to the United States legally, where on the other side illegal alien are people who enter to United States illegal. Also, presenter talked about two main ways how people are able to enter United States legally. Firstly there the option of a travel visa, which is limited to 3 months of stay in the United States. In order to get a travel visa, people need to prove that they have enough assets, usually money, that they have a reason to come back. The second main way is the work visa. In order to obtain Work Visa, the applicant has to prove advanced (Bachelor Degree) and work opportunity. If the applicant did not has Bachelor degree, one can not come and work in the United States other than seasonal work.

In the case that the alien stayed in the the United States illegally for 6 months (6 months after one’s visa expires) and is caught then one is banned from entering the United States for 3 years. If alien stayed in the the United States illegally for 12 months (12 months after one´s visa expires) and is caught then one is banned from entering the United States for 10 years. She briefly talked about the Children on the U.S. Saint Louis 1939 or the U.S. Accession to U.N. Refugee Protocol 1968. Lastly, she also mentioned how children, born in the United States, are becoming orphaned, when their parents who are in the United States illegally get deported, but the history of immigration law and immigration law itself attracted me the most.

The biggest lesson or the reflection that as an international student, it will be very hard for me to stay here after Hope College. She really emphasizes the fact that applicants for worker not only have to have bachelor’s degree, but they need to be better than American workers. In the other words, if I will get a job it does not mean I will be given the permission to stay. The employer that will offer me the job, has to apply for permit and make a case that my skills are essentially. She actually referred to the agriculture workers in the presentation, but similar process will be happening to me as well. I just realized the difficulty of staying here after college, not even considering the fact that President Trump is in the office and his views do not help at all.

Global Ambassador Program: International Film Screening

For the past three or four weeks, I have been a member of the Global Ambassador Program for the international center at Hope. Our goal is to raise awareness and interest in studying abroad. In the case you are interested in this program, you have to study abroad, which is a requirement. Currently, we have about 14 members who has studied abroad as well.

Over the period of we will be organizing multiple events. We will be organizing movie nights, where we each member will be playing a movie from the country they had studied. There will be movies from Ireland, France, Iceland, Spain, Scotland, Chile, Mexico, and here are the dates and locations.

All movies starts at 7:30 pm.

  • Thursday, March 2 – Fried Hemenway Auditorium – Rams (Iceland)
  • Thursday, March 9 – DePree Cook Auditorium – The Intouchables (France)
  • Wednesday, March 15 – DePree Cook Auditorium – Machuca (Chile)
  • Thursday, March 30 – DePree Cook Auditorium – Sing Street (Chile)
  • Thursday, April 6 – Fried Hemenway Auditorium – Soldados de Salamina (Spain)
  • Thursday, April 13 – Fried Hemenway – Harry Potter and the Philosopher’s Stone (US/UK)

Also, we will be organizing a large event toward end of the year, where students who studied in France will be making French food or students who studied in Chile will be making food from Chile and etc. We are not sure of the date at this moment, but it not happening before spring break, so we will be let you know in advance.