Helping Myself, Helping Others

For my Developmental Psychology class, we’re required to participate in a field placement. I chose to visit Freedom Village, a senior living community located in Holland. While I don’t envision myself coordinating events or changing the beds for the elderly in my future, it has been quite gratifying. I’d like to share a few of my experiences.

There’s a man on the second floor in temporary care due to multiple sclerosis. He has trouble with fine and gross motor movements because of his disability, and I’m sometimes assigned to spend time with him upstairs.

One day, we were bored.

“Well, what should we do?” I asked him, tired of crossword puzzles.

“How about we send an email to my lovely wife.” He didn’t move at all to gesture toward a device from which we could send the email, of course, because he couldn’t. I had to ask him where his phone was.

Upon finding it and pulling it out, I opened his email and found his wife’s name in his contacts. At his own pace he detailed to me the email he wanted to send, and I copied it down accordingly. When he was finished, I asked him if it looked good and he agreed. I sent the email off to his wife.

“Let’s do another one…this one is going to be to Brooke,” he said. I raised my eyebrows in surprise, to me? He nodded. I shrugged and began typing in my email address in a blank email.

“Dear Brooke,” he began, “Thank you for helping me to send an email to the woman that I love the most. Your friend, {I omit his name here for confidentiality}.”

My blush felt a million times hotter than it probably looked, but I was truly filled with a dense gratification. I didn’t send the email to myself, but I kept his words in my heart.

In another instance, I was yet again reminded of how much we’re needed by those in our community.

“It’s time for me to go now, maybe I can come visit you next time I’m here,” I told an old woman who had suffered from a stroke and was mostly limited to her bed and walker.

“I would like that very much,” she told me, and gestured for a hug. I leaned into her frail arms, her smell of soap and oatmeal, trying as hard as I could not to break her.

Pulling back, she smiled at me, and I found it hard to walk out the door. I vowed to return to her room in the future for more conversations.

Hope fosters an environment that makes it imperative for the students to realize that they’re needed in the community and the world. My experience at the senior living center is a small one compared to some of the other experiences going on around campus. It’s truly invaluable, the work we can do for others. It’s experiences like these that shape us.

Matthew 5:16
Matthew 5:16

If you have any questions for me you can contact me at brookelyn.wharton@hope.edu, through Facebook, or my twitter @hopebrooke18! I’d love to answer them!

{faithfulness}

It’s 11:53pm on Sunday night. Only seven more minutes till Monday morning. I sit in my bed knowing that my alarm will be going off in exactly six hours and fifty-six minutes. Questions swirling around me head like, “how is the weekend over?” “is Thanksgiving almost here?” and “how am I going to survive the next few weeks?”.

It’s the breaking point in the semester. Everyone is starting to get tired, and somehow it seems that the assignments and tests are becoming more challenging and more frequent. But somehow, as stressful as the upcoming weeks seem, there is one thing that is a given promise: God is always faithful.

Several months ago, my church back home in Texas started singing the song Never Once. As I was in my room this evening getting ready for the upcoming week, the song came to mind. The lyrics describe a battlefield where God’s faithfulness provides victory for those who follow Him.

Sometimes life can be a battlefield. But there is hope! No matter what the struggle is in the upcoming hour, day, or week, God knows. His grace is sufficient, and He will provide the exact encouragement that is needed.

“Standing on this mountain top
Looking just how far we’ve come
Knowing that for every step
You were with us
Kneeling on this battleground
Seeing just how much You’ve done
Knowing every victory
Was Your power in us”

“Scars and struggles on the way
But with joy our hearts can say
Yes, our hearts can say”

“Never once did we ever walk alone
Never once did You leave us on our own
You are faithful, God, You are faithful
You are faithful, God, You are faithful”

“Standing on this mountain top
Looking just how far we’ve come
Knowing that for every step
You were with us”

“Scars and struggles on the way
But with joy our hearts can say
Yes, our hearts can say”

“Never once did we ever walk alone
Never once did You leave us on our own
You are faithful, God, You are faithful
Every step we are breathing in Your grace
Evermore we’ll be breathing out Your praise
You are faithful, God, You are faithful
It’s true, You are faithful, God You are faithful”

“Scars and struggles on the way
But with joy our hearts can say
Never once did we ever walk alone
Carried by Your constant grace
Held within Your perfect peace
Never once, no, we never walk alone”

“We know, You are faithful, God, You are faithful”

So no matter what your week holds, remember that you never walk alone – God walks before you and alongside you. Make the choice to fill your heart with joy – joy that can only come from hope in Christ.

Lyrics from: http://www.klove.com/music/artists/one-sonic-society/songs/never-once-lyrics.aspx

Red, Read.

Red hair review, read book review. There’s not much more “red/read” around here than this.

1. Goldilocks turned to Little Red Riding Hood. Over the weekend, I went home (all the way to Iowa) and while I was visiting my family, I decided to dye my hair red. See ya later, blonde hair. Hello, red.

2. Eyes Wide Open + Hacker. Two books you HAVE to read. They’re so good. Ted Dekker is an author who writes books that are Stephen King-like– mysterious and unpredictable– but if the reader searches deep beneath the surface, one can see the Biblical parables hidden within the pages.

Eyes Wide Open is the story of two teens, Christy and Austin, who find themselves caught in a case of mistaken identity. Confined in a mental hospital, they must navigate the truth of who they are embedded in the lies the doctors tell them in order to succeed in their escape. Will they fall victim to the delusion, or will they triumph in the truth?

Hacker is the story of Nyah, a teenage genius, who can hack into any database and crack through firewalls within minutes. But when one hack goes entirely wrong and the corporation she hacked begins to chase after her, she is entitled to a giant risk: the requirement to complete one last hack that will either kill her or save her. Can she go beneath the surface and believe that there is more to every situation, more than meets the eye?

Red Hair, Read Books.
Here I am, red hair and all, peeking from behind two of my favorite books by author Ted Dekker.

 

Is that enough “read” for one day? If not, check out my Twitter page @hopesophie17. Questions, comments, more ideas on good books to read? Comment below or email me at sophie.guetzko@hope.edu. Have a great week!

 

Three Movies To Get You Out of That Cold Weather Blues

I can’t believe it’s only the beginning of November and it’s already snowed. I usually don’t have to write a post like this until Thanksgiving, but you gotta take the curveballs as they come I guess!

Something I really like to do when it starts to get cold is drive to Rivertown Crossings mall and see a movie. It takes up the better chunk of a Sunday, and movies are cool. I’ve been to the movies a bunch this year already thanks to the cold, so I figured I’d suggest a few here!

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1. John Wick

If you’ve been eagerly awaiting Keanu Reeves return to action-star form, then wait no longer because John Wick is as close to a perfect action film as it gets.

The basic plot is that John Wick is a hitman who got out of the game because he fell in love. His wife tragically dies in the beginning of the film from cancer, and she leaves him with a puppy to take care of. Things take a dark turn when Russian gangsters break into John’s house, kill the puppy and steal his super cool Mustang. Surprising nobody, John gets back into the game to get some sweet, sweet revenge.

John Wick is easily one of the best movies I’ve seen all year. If you’re an action fan, you’ve gotta check this one out.

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2. Gone Girl 

Gone Girl, starring Ben Affleck, is a modern twist on the classic “my wife is missing and the cops suspect me!” tale. It features a great commentary on the role of marriage in the 21st century and the way the media reports on relationship scandals.

If you want a good drama, this one’s for you.

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3. Big Hero 6

Big Hero 6 is the first animated film to come out of Disney’s purchase of Marvel Comics, and it’s pretty awesome.

It’s a story about a kid named Hiro and his robot, Baymax. Hiro turns Baymax from a soft, inept and adorable robot into a Iron Man-like super hero. It’s funny. It’s cute. It’s a Disney movie that incorporates Marvel characters. How much cooler does it get?

Four Weeks in 18 Pictures

I feel like so much has happened over the last four weeks that the only way I can properly display it is through pictures.
So, enjoy my last four weeks at Hope in 18 pictures!

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I hope you enjoyed the pictures and have a lovely week!
~Erin
If you happen to want to see even more pictures you can look at my Instagram and Twitter

How to Eat Healthy in College

Hello again friends! This post is inspired by the fact that I have been eating very unhealthy lately, so much so that I feel like I have gained a few pounds. I don’t mind being completely honest with you all because I am sure we have all been there right? (Please agree silently if you have. It will make me feel A LOT better). I was going to the gym 3-4 times a week, but sadly that has all but stopped. Why? I have hit the “mid-semester slump,” as I will call it. It’s the time right after midterms and right before Thanksgiving break where students stay up late finishing homework while eating Papa John’s or Dominos pizza. It is so easy nowadays to order online and have our freshly hot pizza or wings delivered to us in our dorm rooms!  But, I am here to motivate you (and mostly myself), to get back to a healthy routine that will give you the willpower to finish out the rest of the semester!

1. Pay Attention to your Body

If you are feeling sluggish and tired most of the day, chances are it has to do with how much sleep you are getting as well as what you are eating. If there are certain foods that make you sick after eating them, cut those foods out. On the other side, if you are hungry, your body will tell you, so eat!  You may tell your friend, “Hey I am starving, let’s go to Phelps RIGHT NOW,” and proceed to eat nearly half of your body weight. Instead, eat until you are full (i.e. satisfied).

2. Stock up on Snacks

The next time you go to Meijer or Target, pay more attention to the snack aisle. Pass over the chips and cookies and instead look at the endless array of snack bars. Aim for granola or protein bars, but make sure that they are made out of whole or minimally processed foods like almonds or oats. KIND bars are my favorite go to snack bars! Snacking throughout the day will help ease your cravings for not so healthy snack foods and will keep you satisfied until your next meal.

3. Set a routine

I am a firm believer that the sooner you establish a routine, the easier it will be for you to get used to it. So with eating healthy, it really all depends on you and your food preferences. As you figure out which foods you like and don’t like, you can customize your own routine for each day. Here is an example of a healthy eating routine. Keep in mind it doesn’t have to be specific and you can switch it up depending on what the dining hall is serving that day. ***Another side note: I recommend drinking water throughout the day, but you probably already do that!***

Breakfast: eggs with toast, oatmeal with a bowl of fruit, or granola with yogurt.

Lunch: Casear salad (or any salad of your choosing, which you can make yourself, yay!) with a sandwich, or a veggie wrap. Add in a bowl of fruit too if you’d like.

Snack: Any protein or granola bar. I recommend every time you go to the dining hall, grab a piece of fruit on your way out! That way, you are not only making it a common thing to do before you leave, but you also know that you will have a snack to eat later!

Dinner: Choose any protein of your choice like chicken, beef or fish with a side of brown rice and vegetables. For you non-meat eaters, that could be tofu or a hearty plate of veggies.

Late night snack: I am firm believer in “eating within moderation,” so if you want to have that Hershey’s chocolate bar (or two), go for it! Or if you are going to be up until pretty late and want to pop a bag of popcorn, then do it. As long as you are eating these types of foods in moderation, they will not affect you in the long run.

Hopefully these tips help you as you navigate your way through healthy eating in college. Know that it is not always about how you look, but how you feel. As long as you are comfortable with your body and who you are, that is all that matters.

Thank so much for reading! 🙂

 

A Day in the Life of a Nursing Student (or the past 3 years)

One of my favorite things about Hope College is that each major and discipline instills a culture among the students. Nursing is no exception, especially at Hope. Being one of the most competitive 4 year nursing programs in the state, the major itself demands a lot from its students, whether that is homework, studying, clinical, and having a social life. Wait, social life? Nurses don’t have that, nursing is what we talk about in our social lives! I joke, I joke. Anyway, it’s crazy for me to believe that I am ALMOST done with this crazy program. I remember my freshman year looking at my four year plan and my jaw just dropping because there were so many classes to be taken. Now, I only have a few left! Weirdly enough, its bittersweet, but I’m beyond ready to get out. So, I want to share what the nursing program was like for me. There’s still this and next semester, but I feel as if I have to wisdom to share.

Freshman Year

Like the majority of freshmen, I wasn’t set on what I wanted to study, but I knew I wanted to study science. So, I took biology and general chemistry like many students who want to pursue the medical school track. Glad it happened sooner than later, but I figured out that those classes were not for me. Through much deliberation, I chose nursing and don’t regret the decision at all. Although there have been really tough times throughout these past 3 years, I know it’s all for a reason.

If you haven’t thought of quitting, your dreams have not been big enough.

Anyway, freshman year was focused on pre-requisite and general education classes. But, there was a twist: you had to pass with a certain grade in each class to keep your position into the nursing program. Now, this isn’t a big deal, but then, I was constantly on edge. The best part of freshman year was definitely getting my own scrubs, blood pressure cuff, and STETHOSCOPE. Watch out, I’m going to save the world.

Sophomore Year

Yeah, more pre-reqs and the nursing theory classes start. Ahh, all of the sudden, I feel like I’ve had the most homework in my entire life. At this point, I’m pretty sure I thought that life just got real. If there was one thing that was on my mind, it was the Hope College Nursing grading scale, where anything under a 74% was failing, but only in my nursing classes. Another awesome part of sophomore year was skills. YES SKILLS. Honestly, I felt like such a boss in the nursing lab practicing giving meds, doing catheters, giving shots, and doing IVs. I was on cloud 9 for sure, and no one could bring me down, except my grades in my other classes.

This is SO accurate.
This is SO accurate.

This graphic does a really great job of how a nursing student thinks when they get a grade on anything. I guess one stereotype about us is that we are perfectionists! But at this point in my nursing life, grades were all that mattered. I know that we (nursing majors) really focused on studying so we could do well! As much as this was my goal for myself, my first semester of sophomore year was my absolute WORST and thoughts of quitting were the norm during this time. I wasn’t doing well in some of my classes, and for me, this was hard because I’ve always been a great student. Was it me? Am I going crazy? Nonetheless, I pushed and pushed. I talked to my professors and friends. Without them, there is no way I would be where I am today. That semester of my college career was a blessing in disguise. Yes, my GPA and self-esteem plunged down, but the lessons I learned from this semester make me the student I am today.

Junior Year

This year was exciting. Yes yes, there were more nursing theory classes to take, BUT CLINICALS START JUNIOR YEAR! I’m pretty sure that when I figured out my first clinical, I posted a status saying I was #blessed, and if I mean that in a non-sarcastic way, I’m being pretty serious! Even though clinical started, there were a few inconvenient things that followed. Firstly, waking up at the crack of dawn, still not a big fan of that. Being up 5:00 AM to leave by 5:30 AM to get to the hospital was a real drag, and still is! There goes my sleep schedule. On top of not having enough sleep, the amounts of work and studying we have to do didn’t help. After long clinical days, all you want to do is sleep and nap, but you merely can’t because there is so much to do. Then, came the infamous clinical exams.This graphic really explains it all. But even though those are short-term inconveniences, the experience, learning, and exposure in the real setting is the best part about clinical. Some schools only do simulations; to be able to be exposed to real-life situations interacting with physicians, residents, interns, other nurses, and medical staff is something you can’t get at many schools!

Unfortunately, this is true.
Unfortunately, this is true.

All four options on nursing exams are correct, but via critical thinking, one answer is the priority and is the MOST correct. To this day, you’d think I should be used to it, but I still complain about nursing exams. Nursing majors complain and rant about, well, nursing. SURPRISE. As annoying as the work is, again, it’s all for a reason. See this picture? Even though we struggle together, nursing majors get along and we laugh.

This was one of my favorite clinicals ever.
This was one of my favorite clinicals ever.

Lastly, another drag with the start of clinical were ATI tests in each nursing discipline. The purpose of these standardized tests are to measure our knowledge on certain fields of nursing and determines how well we will do on our NCLEX board examinations. They are quite intimidating, but there are good reasons behind it as annoying they are.

Senior Year!

This is where I am presently. It’s crazy to think that the hardest part of nursing school is practically over. All that’s left are those senior level classes to help us prepare for our boards this coming summer. Now, it’s time to start thinking about post-nursing school, like jobs or graduate school! In short, this is how my past 3 years have been with the nursing major. Obviously, this does not constitute my entire life at Hope. I have been and continue to be involved in many student organizations! But I hope you all enjoyed this post, because I enjoyed writing it!

Nykerk Withdrawals

Oh No! Not another blog about Nykerk…well I can’t help it. It is been a part of my life for the last two years, and now it is done. I must write about it to commend the memories and people that have inspired me along the Nykerk Way.

If you are reading this and you are thinking, “What on earth is Nykerk?!?!,” then read this blog from my fellow blogger, Brooke Wharton ’18. She sums it up superbly!

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This is picture of the ODD year play girls (’17) preforming their play on Nykerk Day.

So Nykerk from my perspective: a playboy….”WHAT!?!? A playboy.” Don’t fret. Not what you’re thinking. As Brooke mentioned, there are three different types of events that go on at Nykerk: song, oration, and PLAY.

 

 

 

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This is picture of Reveal Night, when my code name was announced and my playgirl, Sarah Jane, discovered who I was!

As a playboy, it is my job to morale for the play girls (and thus, that is why I am called a playboy.) As a playboy, first, it is my job to flower one specific girl with gifts, emails, encouragement, and support as her life becomes consumed with the busy joy that we call Nykerk. Oh! And I forgot to mention, she has no idea who I am. 🙂 Secondly, with my fellow playboys,  we build the set for the show which we work on every evening. We then are the set crew on the actual performance day. Lastly, we create skits every night for the girls. We perform them after their practice in hopes to make them laugh. All in all, Nykerk is a huge time commitment. At LEAST 2 hours every night, but usually much more. So yes…It is a HUGE commitment, but so so so so so so (get my point?) so worth it.

“Why is it so worth it?” you might ask. WELL, it is fun. I had a blast building a set for the show as well as creating as preforming skits every day. It is fun because I got to support my playgirl from afar while knowing she had no idea who I was. But do you want to know the deep root behind the fun? The people. I am so fortunate to have done play this year and gotten to build these amazing relationships with my Nykerk Play Family. That’s right…FAMILY. We have all grown close over the last three weeks and I am honored to call each and everyone of them my friends. They all hold a special place in my heart.

So this brings me back to the title of the post: “Nykerk Withdrawals.” As of Monday this week, my Nykerk season officially ended. It ended with some tears, laughs, and many hugs. Due to me not being either an underclassmen next year, my time with Nykerk has reached its end. It is now a part of my past and I am going to miss it, as I do now…but I can walk away proudly and look back on each and every play member and say, without hesitation, “I had the time of my life, and I own it all to you…”


For more about me, follow me on twitter @hopejohnluke17 or on Instagram at johnlukehawkins. Until next time!

The ‘Kerk is Over

Well, Nykerk is over as fast as it came. These past three weeks have been nothing but fun, and on Saturday, it was the culmination of a lot of great talent.

As most of you know, Nykerk had a change of venue this year. DeVos is now the new home of the Nykerk tradition, and as expected, there were some huge changes, but also a lot more places to sit!

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As you can see, instead of the normal set up at the Civic Center where Odd Year song is facing Even year song in the bleachers, DeVos offered a stage that allowed everyone to see every event. Essentially, there were no bad seats in DeVos. The executive board did an awesome job with making the transition from the Civic Center to DeVos seamless and comfortable for everyone.

On to the events!

The first event that was performed was the Freshmen Song. They sang one song: Natasha Bedingfield’s Unwritten. You can watch that here!

They did a great job and got this Hope tradition off to a wonderful start.

Next, was the Sophomore orator. Oration is the art of writing a speech and performing it. It’s hard enough memorizing a speech, but performing it in front of hundreds of people is a whole different feat. Sophomore Maddie Chapman did a great job incorporating the theme of the year, laughter, into her speech and her grace and poise shined through while she was reciting her piece.

After oration was the Freshmen play. This year’s plays were hard to maneuver because there essentially was no backstage, only scene changes. Both freshmen and sophomore play did awesome with that transition. The freshmen play loosely followed the plot of The Wizard of Oz with their own Even Year twist. The floating head of President Knapp as the great and powerful Oz was a nice touch, and overall their play was hilarious!

After intermission was the sophomore song. As per sophomore tradition, the song they performed was a medley. This year the medley was of 80’s songs, and it lasted about nine minutes. It was a great way to showcase the class of 2017’s last year of Nykerk. Check it out!

Next up was the freshmen orator, Cassidy Bernhardt. Cassidy, like Maddie, wrote and spoke about the subject of laughter. Her speech talked about laughter as a garden. Her motions perfectly matched her words, and she conveyed a great story. Even though Cassidy’s speech was later in the program, it kept my attention and made me think about how laughter is applied to my life.

The last event of the night was the sophomore play. Their play was about a European Princess who wants to go to college in the United States and finds Hope College!…but not before she goes to the Imperial Ball with the President of the United States in attendance! There were a lot of funny scenes in their play and it was a great ending to the Nykerk tradition!

After all these fun events, the Even Year freshmen took the Nykerk Cup! Everyone did a great job, and even though this was my first year participating in Nykerk, it was the best experience I could ask for! I would recommend that every freshman and sophomore at Hope get involved in Nykerk because it is a wonderful experience.

Until next time, readers! Hope you enjoyed your weekend!

‘Twas the night before snow….

 

I had gone to bed the night before listening to snowflakes drifting into my window, like clouds of silver flies swarming mutely around a lit lamp. The light from the street lamp outside was flecked with the tiny of airborne ice, soft grey shadows against latte-white light. I wondered how many feet of snow I’d get tomorrow, my first winter day. I drew the sheets closer, falling asleep with a smile of warm anticipation, snug as a bug in a rug.

I got out of bed with a much less serene expression. The floor was cold, an unpleasant first- I’d never stepped on frigid carpet in my life. Was the radiator broken or something? I looked over at my roommate, still asleep in his warm blanket cocoon. Wouldn’t’ve killed him to crank up the temperature before bed last night would it? Ack, whatever. I’d be in the warm shower soon enough anyway, getting clean and toasty. It’ll definitely be all uphill from there on out- I’d get warm, bundle up in my new winter clothes and head on out to Holland’s magnificent winter wonderland.  I’ll bet everyone’s out there chucking snowballs and sticking arms on snowmen, just like the movies said they would!

The movies lied. The sky loomed overhead like a floating mass of iron, heavy and grey. The tree branches bowed under the weight of a nights worth of snow, dead and bare as dry mummified corpses. A few delighted gasps escaped into the frozen air in warm clouds, accompanied by sharp hisses of  surprise and whispered curses as people floundered on the icy sidewalk. Green grains of salt crackled underfoot like glass as I walked down the heated concrete, already feeling winters sharp bite. No snowmen in sight and everyone looked far too cold for any snowballing nonsense. What a magical morning this was going to be.

The sky is as cold and grey as a wet tombstone as I stomp my way across the rapidly disappearing greenery across the chapel. I’d learnt to stay off pavements pretty quickly- footing was still tricky work, even with the healthy helping of salt they’d sprinkled on the icy concrete like hard green sugar. The trees seemed to grimace painfully in the silent chill, icy branches frozen at sharp, uncomfortable angles like frostbitten hands. The squirrels had long since retired to their treetop winter lairs, hidden in secret fissures and cracks in the rough tree bark. All was still, save the muffled onward march of college students shuffling and stomping their way to class, kicking up sprays of snow and wreaths of warm air.

Going back into the warmth is an experience made bitter by the painful return of feeling to your digits and sweet by my grateful release from the layers of clothing I’d buried myself under that morning. The carpet glimmered and darkened in the places where icy boots had passed, leaving a snail trail of cold moisture in their wake. The chapel basement classrooms echoed with the excited chatter of students who’d woken to discover “campus covered in soft white frosting”, as the student to my right of the group circle put so poetically. “I LOVE snow!” she enthused as the professor shut the door behind him, trailing a snail trail of his own. He caught my silent scream of horror as he sat down, shooting me a quizzical grin, “What’s wrong Alex? It’s a beautiful day out there!”

The sun finally broke through the skies halfway through the class, bursting through the grey mass like a hot poker thrust through a fog. The stained glass windows flared to life, lighting the walls of the classroom up in a riot of green, red and blue hues like the lights on a carnival ride. A soft ripple of “ooh’s” and “aah’s” whooshed around the room like a warm breeze. “Glory be, here’s the sunshine cavalry!” I thought with an impatient huff of relief.  “Maybe it’ll be a little warmer now the suns out!”

It wasn’t. A wide swathe of crystal blue sky streaked across the horizon, bathing  the whitened grounds with sunlight devoid of warmth. The snow glittered with a prickly, beautiful malevolence, as trillions of tiny ice fragments twinkled merrily in the sun. The air hung as lifeless as a mounted trophy, cold and unmoving. I walked down the salted path back to my dorm room, occasionally sliding on a sludgy patch of pavement with a hissed expletive. I could already feel my fingers stiffening in my pockets and was already becoming aware of the tips of my ears again. Could have sworn it got even colder after the sun came out just to spite me. Barely halfway through the day and I’d already begun hating this terrible, deadening season. How could anyone bear to exist in an environment that actively spent every moment trying to kill every warm-blooded creature in it? Well then again, that’s probably what people here say about the warm, humid tropics. I made a silent pact with myself to spend every moment soaking in Africa’s glorious sun if I survived this winter day.

I fell asleep at my desk and dreamt of sunlit beaches halfway around the world. I dreamt of mellow sea breezes, the distant pulse of afrobeats echoing over the wind-sculpted sand. And of the sun- full and blindingly radiant, riding high in the cloudless afternoon sky. Light so warm and nurturing your skin felt smoother and silkier just drinking it in. The thunder of the cool grey ocean, pawing playfully at the shore with shaggy paws of sea foam before raking them back in its ancient, ceaseless rhythm. All along the coastline families played amongst the waves, swimming against the tides, splashing saltwater around or simply lying down on the shore, rocking gently in the seas rough embrace. Water rushed  between my toes, as warm as….soft wool? I look up, startled; the swaying palm trees now groaned and sagged under the weight of snow, crackling electrically in the setting sun. The sun, so triumphantly high in the blue sky now dipped meekly below a horizon streaked with deep violet and ember-red light. A cold, metallic moon now hung in its place, emanating a halo of pale silver light as a blinding flurry of snow smothered the silent ocean in white….

I woke up grumpy, my feet still shuffling slowly in my damp wool socks, the nightmarish Ghanaian coast still fresh in my mind. There was no refuge from winters cold embrace, even in my sleep. It would haunt me, wiggling its pale blue fingers into every room and under every layer of warmth I hid under. It would always be out there, a leering golem of frost and numbness, waiting to ambush me at the door with a gentle gust of icy wind, sneaking a few stray flakes of ice down my shirt. Oh what a jolly season this was going to be!

Still, it wasn’t all bad- leave it to a guy from the tropics to pout and grumble about a bit of yearly frost! There were snowball fights, fought in the midst of a mild snowstorm with friends and strangers alike. There were snowmen, a rather a rather imposing 12 foot tall snowman, built on the snow-covered greenery in front of the Kletz, where it sat well into spring. And with winter came Christmas and all the hearty cheer with family it brings. Theres a lot I should be thankful to winter for- for all the friends, memories and experiences it brought in its icy wake…though I could do with a bit less snow next year.